February 21, 2024
Today was a tiring and busy day.
Yesterday, I went to sleep early around 10 PM because my eyes were swollen. I had a pretty long sleep and woke up around 8 AM today.
For the first time, I spent 6 hours straight working on security testing for the company. I started at 8:45 AM and continued till 2:45 PM, working with my friend and colleague. Along with that, I was on calls with devs discussing some bugs that I retested. (I don’t even know why I pushed myself this much—maybe it’s just frustration, or maybe I was trying to keep myself busy.)
After all that, I tried to take a nap, but I couldn’t rest properly. I don’t know what’s happening to me—whenever I try to sleep, intrusive thoughts take over my mind. My head feels heavy, and I just cried for an hour. (I don’t really want to tell anyone about this, but maybe I'll bring something better for myself.)
After all that, I was too exhausted. I tried to rest again, but I got a call to retest 4 bugs. So I got up, took the devs on a call, and explained things. Finally, I ended all work at 5:10 PM.
By then, I was too exhausted. I went for my walk to calm myself, but unfortunately, due to the low air quality (someone in a nearby farm must have set something on fire), I couldn’t walk much because of breathing issues. I was only able to complete 4,293 steps.
With that, my total steps for the month are now 117,007.
